On my 100th post, I've decided to move on to a new livejournal...

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Hmm it's been super long since I've posted! JC life is really busy ttm. Last whole week busy with dramafest! apollo crew'11 (: much love. haha! will miss the times we spend rehearsing tgther! fellow clubbers who stone with me on the stage for hours! haha (:

Canoeing is fine i guess. hiong yes. but its like a sense of accomplishment everytime u put in your best to complete each training! yay having awesome fun with awesome batchmates for canoeing (: hope the passion will live on..to keep me surviving this...oh well!

teehee. bored. need to chiong chem and maths after lunch :/ oh well. i guess this is really jc life. just started and feeling abit offshape alrdy. shesh! need to get a firm grasp of this before carrying on. oh well jiayou jiayou everyone (:

Orientation is almost over! Tmr CNY celebration will prob be the last time spending time with OG 33! :D it's been enjoyable! tremendously ;D I really enjoyed games and the two days of OG dinner! Yay hopefully OG outing tmr will be fun :D

Bruno Mars - grenade

I'm damn freaking stressed over all these crappe. yet it seems like no one understands.

It hurts - 2ne1

[CL] You wear the shoes I gave you and walk along the streets with her
As if it were nothing, you kiss her
You spray the cologne I gave you and embrace her
You'll probably repeat those promises you made to me with her

[Minzy] It seems that we're already too late
Has our love already ended
Please at least say anything to me
We truly loved each other, can't turn back?

[Dara] I'm the only one hurting tonight

[Bom] Have you changed?
Am I no longer in your heart now?
When I, I think about you
It hurts, hurts, hurts so much

[Minzy] You look at my tears as if it were nothing
You continue to talk calmly again
[CL] You told me cruely that you couldn't deny
That you had absolutely no attachments or regrets

[Bom] Are we already too late? Is our love over?
Even if it's a lie, please tell me it isn't so
I can do better now, though we can't meet again

[Dara] I'm the only one in pain tonight

[CL] Have you changed?
Am I no longer in your heart now?
When I, I think about you
It hurts, hurts, hurts so much

[Minzy] You're no longer your old self
[CL] Because the you I loved
And the you now are so different
[Dara] Are you that shocked?
I just stood and cried
Watching you become further away
[Bom] No way, I can't recognize
You're not mine anymore

[Dara] Did you have to change?
Can't you come back?
Did you really have to change?
Can't you come back?

Did you have to change?
Can't you come back?
Why did you have to change?
Can't you keep loving me?

[Bom] Oh, is this the end?
Am I no longer in your heart now?
When I, I think about you
[Minzy] It hurts, hurts, hurts so much

[Minzy] It hurts, it hurts
[CL] It hurts, it hurts

I'm smiling - Ga-in (BEG)

Do not worrry, I am fine, just go the way you were traveling
I’ve been so sorry for making things hard

I won’t give reasons or excuses anymore
Thank you for loving me thus far

When tears come out, I will smile, just the way you did for me
I am smiling like a fool, as I send you away

Please take care of that person, I still linger for that person
Once I love you I cannot let go of your hand
Once I send you away, I am hurting like this
It’s too late, but I am still happy

I don’t know why, you worried for me so much
You’ll never know how much I regret this

Because I am like you, I’ve suddenly become a lingering fool
I’ve become pitiful after you left

It’s laughable that I could not be with you when you were here and I am like this now after you left
I am smiling today by myself, I want to see you

Please take care of that person, I still linger for that person
Once I love you I cannot let go of your hand
Once I send you away, I am hurting like this
It’s too late, but I am still happy

As my tears hit the back of my hand without a sound
I should be smiling but I cried instead

When I think of that person, when I miss that person
Smiling and crying can no longer console me

Please take care of that person, for the last time…(continues to next line)
If I could see that person, I will smile brightly
If you see me, please smile






好想答应你...why is this happening... I can't feel this way ): no...

Wa super long never blog already.

Hmmm last Saturday was the last day for me at Freshness Burger. Hmm...FRESH MEMORIES! Thanks guys for all the great memories...some to mention...century: yingyue, cassandra, gerald, junwen, yunkai, sujiat, rachel, cheyanne, joal, elissa, ram...etc... other outlets: pearlyn, adelyn, qimin, augustine, sara, qinlin, sagiri, justin, huiqi, huiying...etc! hao duo ren! including our dear managers and seniors! (: will miss you guys alot! Stay in contact!

Been caught up with work through the whole holiday! sorry em, kw and hl! me and yy couldnt join u guys with the fishing and biking trip! ): sorry sqdms! couldnt join you guys for farewell and sqd chalet! glad you guys had fun (:

Hmm now that holidays are over...I'm in hwachong. wow. -.- like the feeling of being in JC totally hasnt sink in yet... so many things to think about! Subject combi...cca...OG...and for some reason TUCKING IN MY SHIRT...i dno leh. feels weird although half the population of people in hci are from nanyang...but! so weird! cca without sqdms. classes with classrooms and classmates! weird! AND I FEEL TEMPTED TO JOIN GEOG! T^T my god ): but they said that bio and geog will be two content heavy subjects and it will be difficult to handle ): sian...HOW T^T thinking of joining soccer/tchoukball/floorball! hmmm... sian...totally lost. BTW...IP week feels like a waste of time... oh well...

I'm super looking fwd to sunday! outing with yy, cass, gerald, junwen (and his gf), augustine! it will be fun with the other bibles (: visiting nex~ (: yay. at least something good out of this wk... :/ boredom.

ANYWAY....CHINESE NEW YEAR IS AROUND THE CORNER! i shall make good use of time and the money i earned to go do some quality shopping ;D BYEEEEEEEEEE (;