But today just once ):

I dread _____ and ______ more than I ever expected.

I want to win as a team again but I don't know. things seem so ______. Why should I care about how other people view me and perceive me? But the thing is I do and it sucks to ___________ again and _______ all over again. I don't have the strength to go through all this again and I really feel like this is going no where but where it's started. If I was given another chance, the answer would be no. It would have been easier if I didn't become ________ involved in all this. But I did. And now everything is in a mess and I don't even know how to clear all this up.

'_____________' Don't. To. Me. I'm _________. I can't give you ________. I cant but I already did and I think it's time things come to an end. Except I can't bring myself to do it.

I hate to admit it but I do and it's confusing me...

I feel so freaking messed up over everything and everything is messing me up. I don't even know how to prioritise like last time. I feel so lost and everything.

承諾常常很像蝴蝶 美麗的飛 盤旋然後不見...

I wish that one day, you would tell me that you're sorry.
I wish that one day, you would tell me that you didnt mean it.
I wish that one day, you would tell me that what you've said was not true.

Did you think that it doesnt matter? It does...or I won't be thinking about it all the time. whatever you've said. I can act like I don't care...I dont _____... but I do. And it sucks that you don't know.

I read through all those smses and asked myself what really mattered then and what really matters now. I searched through all those memories...to bring nothing but ____... why? ): why did everything change so freaking much... why did everyone everything become like that. ): it's so damn screwed. Why did I act like nothing was wrong. If I told you...would everything been different?

What mattered then was just so superficial and...shallow. but now i really wish that you would __________________. i wish you would _______________.

I'M SO SICK OF WAITING AND WAITING! FOR NOTHING.

IWISHYOUKNOWHOWIFELTABOUTTHEENTIRETHING.IWISHYOUWOULDNTJUSTTR
EATMELIKEA_________.IWISHYOUWOULD_________.IWISHIWOULDNTBE______
__.IWISHFORTHEIMPOSSIBLES.

I SHOULD STOP wishing because you're not ____________. and its just life.

and you probably ____ me more than I can ever ____ you.

And I can do nothing to keep you.

Ah yes. I remember ______ that reminds me so much of you.

why why.

I feel like I'm an easy gateway for you... I got you into everything. and I got you past everything. and yet nothing. you just make me feel stupid and redundant.

Happy birthday squadmates! (: we're 3 (or is it 4?) years old! :D yay~