Ultimately who's going to face the consequences of this pile of...rubbish? I really hate how people who are totally not related to this issue is dragged into the situation and...I don't know...get all troubled all over it? Do you know how stupid this all seems? You're so selfish to think for only yourself. you feel the comfort when you're with her. then what abt her to you? Does she necessarily have to feel the same way? She totally don't know what to do. and its so freaking obvious that she rather just take a backseat with the rest of us. seriously. don't just grab the nearest innocent ones into the stupid commotion. it just makes you appear desperate. I don't know. Don't care. And shall remain as a domant volcano unless provoked so.

Things that happen nowadays really got me thinking who exactly are your friends. And yeah. if the one who you've always been with is actually a true friend. And yeah if they might just turn around and stab you in the back or worse still just walk away like they never knew you.

Bleahs. Human and their lousy nature.

I typed...a really really long post about POP. and guess what? when i was about to post it....it says...

ERROR

and there went all my efforts and feelings I put in to writing the post T^T being so fail...i shall try again...another day.... -.-

The pain that rips your insides.

No it's definitely not what I planned...

Maybe I've already expected for all these to happen...

(yesterday - leona lewis)
I just cant believe your gone
Still waitin for mornin to come
When I see if the sun will rise, in the way that your by my side
Well we got so much in store
Tell me what is it im reaching for
When were through building memories ill hold yesterday in my heart
In my heart

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we never play
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we will go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday

You always choose to stay
I should be thankful for everyday
Heaven knows what the future holds, or least where the story goes
I never believed untill now
[ Yesterday lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
I know il see you again im sure
No its not selfish to ask for more
One more night one more day one more smile on your face
But they cant take yesterday

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
They can take the music that we never play
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday
They can take the future that we'll never know
They can take the places that we said we will go
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday

I thought our days would last forever
But it wasnt our destiny
Cause in my mind we had so much time, but I was so wrong
No I can believe that
I can still find the strengh in the moments we made
Im lookin back on yesterday

Haha yeah...future? nah. there's no such thing.

May it be - Enya

Hmm...I just finished watching LOTR again. I enjoyed the movie so many years ago and I still do. Hmm...the movie is pretty (: i like the casting alot. hehe.














Somehow there's much left to think and ponder about. How many ________ can I trust. Who. How. Maybe I don't really know now. What's true. What isnt. I wish everyone would stay here with me but...it's just impossible isn't it? I ask myself 'who...why? why should you? when I'm a nobody.' To you. Not you to me. I be confused and sad D:

What counts if I can seal myself from the rest of the world.

Fate.