I've decided to copy and paste my reflection for last year in this blog (:

2009.

The year didn't exactly start well. My grandpa passed away. Tears and all gone. Aish. I guess...I remember how it hurts to see my relatives crying. Ones that are close to me. especially jieyi. Both of us grew up a lot and I've always been the one crying. And i rather it be that way. It hurts like crap to see you cry and wouldnt stop ): Cheer up kay? Things aren't going well for you...but it will pass...love you (:

306 was a good thing i guess. I've met new friends. Classmates that are close to me that aren't just squadmates who revolve around me 24/7. (: thanks khengwee, yingyue, emily, huiling, jinyi, natalie, huishan, weishan etc. for all the things you have done for me this year (: I've been very happy (: hehe thanks to all those memories~ thanks for celebrating my birthday in front of the class yah (: yingyue thanks for the cake! thanks for the presents! thanks for always being there for me! (: thanks 306~ 406'10 ftw!

CNY. wu shi for the first time (: hai disappointed that i didn't have a chance to wu with jacjac ): jacjac dont be scared of wu-ing shi okay! you got your shiwei behind you! (literally too -.-) yay when you learn how to wu shi properly then we can tiaotiao tgther and do fantastic stunts k! jiayoujiayou! (: wo men xing de! khengwee! though you cant tiaotiao on me but u're still my dearest shi tou (: class caiqing was the best~ haha jiayou~ nxt yr caiqing. dno if it will be successful...but I hope I can wu with both of you. (:

OBS. Disappointed that I wasnt in the same group as rebecca, emily and khengwee? I dont regret now that I think of it. memories for obs is the best :DDD hehe bring smiles to my face everytime I think of it (: (hint hint jinyi) amundsen oy! :D

IPST scholarship. I'm really lucky to get it. aish.

Chem Ecar Competition. Icemo got into Top 5 in nanyang (: we represented nanyang in ngeeann poly comp. Sadly we didnt win ): but the other 306 group did! (: grats. icemo all the way~!

NPDP. Was flag bearer with ma'ams and peiting. (: haha it was a new experience (: felt so cool doing hormat for national anthem hoho. xD I guess the best day of every year is NPDP bah! feels so cool wearing full-u for one whole day although its super hot and sweaty! (: yay nynp! (:

Dalt Dinner. Last dalt dinner with ma'ams. Probably the last one too.

NYST2. Amelia ma'am, alicia, wenxian, glenda and me. Sadly we came in 4th only ): hai. I screwed finals. I hate the reason why. I feel srsly damn sorry for ma'am and sqdms because my two-digit score totally killed our team...or we could have gotten first... ): sorry...i shouldn't have let myself lose concentration...

UGBC. Champion. Jiajia, glenda and me (: thanks for the support always (: the practices we had together are wonderful memories (: haha.

STC'09. Barney. Things changed for me. Met new people who changed alot of things...

POP'09. 40 ma'ams left. Sqdms and I took over the unit. New NCO post: 42 Training head, functions member. Things didn't go well at first....squad conflict...different opinions...aish....i'm glad it was all over. And I'm very happy for my post. (: I hope everyone else is too. haha...

NCOTC. thank you ma'ams once again for all the valuable comments (: hehe squids ku de shi hou hao ke pa :X aish. jiayou 41! (: half more year to go~ ke yi de (: yay~ 41 ftw!

Scolded unit for the first time. Wasn't as easy as it seemed.

End of School term 09. Shandong trip. Met another group of people who made my life more enjoyable! (: Shandong group 4! :D Clarissa, Ke er, Alicia, Amanda, Weimin~

In December, something happened. changed my point of view of alot of things. I don't think I have forgiven them. And don't think I would...in the near future. Things changed. I hope you noticed.

NYCT'10! was in team 1...now in team 2. Seriously, I have yet to feel a sense of belonging to team 2. I feel like...I'm hanging in midair belonging to no team...I want to go back ): I know I do. But because I know the reason for the change...I cannot ignore it...aish. lasher. I wanted that role...but I wanted my ____ more ): sigh. things changed...jiayou...nyct...I just don't know which team to cheer for...

This year, I've changed a lot. personality and stuff...I don't want to change anymore...I want to revert back to myself. Just that with some stuff happening, i can't really revert back to myself so soon...not soon enough. I need to get over some stuff. I need to forget some stuff...before I can move on...

The year is ending in 2h. 2010. I hope things will change for the better next year. Thank you to my classmates and friends who have been there for me this year! (: last but no least, thank you squadmates! for not just being there for me but going through everything with me and making my memories of NYNP even better! (: jiayou everyone! in year 2010! (: hehe.

Goodbye 2009. Welcome 2010. (: