I'm so damn pissed at my buddy today!

WHY IS SHE SO DEMANDING? All she wants is vanessa's buddy, zuojun. Everything also must do together? I can plan to eat with myfriends, she ends up wanting to eat with vanessa, her buddy and her friends! its so irritating! wth? tmr. i've planned so hard for us to have an outing with ke er and her buddy. Why can't she just accept it? Instead of making me looking like some bad guy? Instead of sulking about it? It's not like I never tried arranging with Vanessa to go out together. Cannot mean cannot what. I'm like so damn busy on saturdays? I put everything aside to go out with you and plan all this crap!? All you do is come from shandong and tell me 'I WANT TO GO WITH ZUOJUN!' SERIOUSLY. SHESH.

I was so freaking pissed off that I just walked off during lunch and after LA lessons. wth? did you even notice how pissed I was? Maybe you didn't notice it because I tried so hard to control my emotions. I'm so irritated! You can just choose to wait for vanessa and her buddy and just disappear from behind me? SERIOUSLY. tell me the aims and objectives of GCP? To come here and talk and play with your friend that you've known for 9 years? I thought it was a chance for you to experience singapore's culture? No? So if YOU want SOOOO MUCH to go with zuojun and vanessa, tmr I can just send you to join them? then in school I pull up a table and chair beside zuojun. lunch i go eat with my squadmates you eat with vanessa and her buddy. Everything just do with them? Stop asking me where is zuojun and vanessa. I seriously don't want to care already. SHESH. i'm damn irritated.

Now i'm just plastering a smile on my face and speaking crap chinese to you. I'm so damn tired of you. Why are you such a __________? You know what, I have my own friends I want to go to, my own friends I want you to meet too, but all you want to do is hang out with your friends, stay in your comfort zone, i really hate this. I'm a person too. Why does everything have to go your way? You can't just go everywhere demanding everything to be done your way. Can you?

Now I just feel like ignoring you for the rest of the week. Do you even know that? I can plan everything and you don't even appreciate it...

I AM SO PISSED.

Do you think you know me? Then think again. You don't even know me. You dont' know anyone by the name nicole. The one one you know is min yi. and min yi in my world doesn't exist.