I dread _____ and ______ more than I ever expected.

I want to win as a team again but I don't know. things seem so ______. Why should I care about how other people view me and perceive me? But the thing is I do and it sucks to ___________ again and _______ all over again. I don't have the strength to go through all this again and I really feel like this is going no where but where it's started. If I was given another chance, the answer would be no. It would have been easier if I didn't become ________ involved in all this. But I did. And now everything is in a mess and I don't even know how to clear all this up.

'_____________' Don't. To. Me. I'm _________. I can't give you ________. I cant but I already did and I think it's time things come to an end. Except I can't bring myself to do it.

I hate to admit it but I do and it's confusing me...

I feel so freaking messed up over everything and everything is messing me up. I don't even know how to prioritise like last time. I feel so lost and everything.

承諾常常很像蝴蝶 美麗的飛 盤旋然後不見...