About this entire thing. Aiya. I thought about it for so many weeks already and i can't seem to find the best solution out of this.

I'm really pissed. Really irritated. And really feel like killing this person. But oh well. Since I'm nicole...I shall try and act like nothing's going on and hopefully not offend anyone or else I might get picked on. and when I'm picked on i get even more pissed and then i'll offend more people. and it's just a stupid vicious cycle.

I'M IRRITATED.

How would you feel if your _______ happens to be the one who ____ your friends? omg -.- what the shit ): I FEEL LIKE SHOUTING 'I WAS HERE FIRST' but then yet again -.- will anyone care? omg. I'm so irritated! POOFIE! -.-

HOPEFULLY. no one will understand wth I'm talking about. Because you see. If you do. you probably think that I'm very _____. yeah. if you understand you probably know how to fill in that blank. It's just that i cant stand it when people _______ you more than ______ and when i know so much more than that. Unknowingly I started to have this ___________ thingy with you and wanting to be _______ than you because I know you aren't actually that _______. IT'S LIKE OMG -.- WHY AM I _________ THAN YOU!? I work harder. I try harder. AND I'M _________!!

WHY DO YOU GET EVERYTHING -.- (Suddenly. someone else pop into my mind...and I'm getting more fired up.) GREAT. -.- life sucks. I know a bunch of irritating people who gets alot of _________ stuff when they don't deserve it!

EVIL.

You know what. If your ________ is better than mine. I'm going to. KILL. myself. -.-