And a part of me died along with you.

I don't know whats going on with me. Everything is weird and off-focus. I don't even know what I'm doing.

I hate my life seriously. Okay whatever. you might think 'oh well your problems are so small and tiny. who cares? don't compare to me.' i guess it depends on each individual? What is important to me doesnt necessarily have to be important to you. What hurts my feelings will naturally differs.

I don't think i deserve all these shit. seriously. ___________________________. it doesnt matter if I _____ all the while for your one drop of tears. you say no one cares about you. you say no one ______ you. How about _________? Then what am I? I'm not even a 'who'. -.-

I probably sound dramatic and overlyemotional over nothing. Maybe your perceptions of me are just shallow, emotional and a waste of time. Whatever. I'm sick of changing to suit people's supposing 'taste'.

I feel so freaking annoyed at you and I don't even know how to tell you. ' hey i know we used to be best friends but now everything sucks. okay. just ____ off. i _____ you' Okay is that what i'm supposed to say to you? Don't even get me started. Do you even know how much i've given in to ________ you? maybe you've just taken it for granted.

I was just thinking: Maybe if I explode one day. all of you might treat me more seriously and maybe for once just shut up and listen to me. Seriously who am I to you and who are you to me?

Yeah actually I know the answer. You're my _____ best friend.