I think I really screwed malay o-levels oral test today. Like wth? I keep stuttering and I keep forming weird sentences that didn't even make sense! I was totally lost at what I was saying and the examiners were like smiling in that kind of 'no worries continue' kind of look that actually means like 'omg say smth or I'm gonna fail you'! Compared to all the other msp classmates mine was totally lacking in content and for the other language component I am totally goners. I couldn't even stop erm-ing and everything! OMG WHAT HAPPENED TO ME. I FEEL SUPER SCREWED T^T omg I hate myself very much for this. I came home i started crying like mad coz I notice that oral was about 50% of my grades for Malay Os and how i totally screwed it up? my parents probably just think that I'm asking too much of myself...BUT O-LEVELS! I didn't study 4 years just to get a B3 or smth for Malay...esp not if the rest of the class ace it with A1...AHHHHHHHHHHHH T^T

BIO. I totally screwed up. What was I thinking? From the highest in class to...among the lower band in class!? Wth.

I'M SCREWED AND STUPID. I don't even know what I'm doing. I don't even know what I'm ranting about here.

I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON.

OMG. I'M SO PISSED AT MYSELF. I'M FUGGING STUPID D< I HATE MYSELF -.- OMG. I'M DAMN IRRITATED. I SHOULD STOP POSTING.

NOW.